I cant seem to start my esssay and time is running outttttttttttt. Really cant wait for this sem to end. And for dec to come. For the awesome cousins to be over in Singapore. And for Mum to be back to celebrate Christmas toooo. & HONGKONG HERE I COME. It'll be a good getaway. I need to make sure by 2010 I'm back on track.
I'll never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it That was your promise to me right
Love how we love to dwell in our own sadness. HAHA. and we toetally know how pathetic it is. GGBOMBZ.
♥ with love, Evonowono
♥
Last posted@10/31/2009 02:45:00 AM
TELL US WHAT TO DO
I've decided nt to SU anything and just give it a shot. Anyway this sem's pretty screwed up anyway. With my awesome prof dissing my essay and the fact that I shldnt be in this course. My stupid uselesssss degreee. Ugh.
Celebrated the roomie and the neighbours birthdays this week! :D All the birthdays in the air! :D:D This week was like some chalet in hall man. but it was gooooood to keep me all busy and distracted HAHA. And thanks to MC and lizard for the rides everywhere, make me wanna faster learn driving so i can return these favours :D And lynn for the balloon. And Jenny for spending so much time tying my hair hahaha, and listening and talking to me. And my ROOMIE FOR BEING SO CRAZY HIGH ALL THE TIME YOU DRIVE ME MAD HAHAHHA :D
Met mel and bel for dinner today. DRAMA KNOW MEL.
thanks bel for driving us back (: glad that after so long, we can still be there for each other (:
SIGH IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED. HAHA IT'S SO HARD TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT. ONE MORE ESSAY TO DO DUE NEXT WEEEEEK. HERE WE GO AGAIN. 0/2000
♥ with love, Evonowono
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/25/2009 04:07:00 PM
ECONS IS HATE
And it's back to reality HAHA. Cant seem to start on studying for the econs test on Tues. Life's getting all trying and slow. I'm so slow already, how much slower can it get. I've been watching GosssipGirl (oh it still rocks though some parts are so out of point haha like what's with tyra banks and hilary duff HAHA) And HIMYM which totally is like tops and awesome HAHA. Ahhh tedmosby is love. And Grey's for the sadness and reality lol. And listening to major emo songs hahah it's intense man. Just keep watching every single thing in my happybox. (my harddisk's name) LOL and nicey and i even made popcorn just now. we're so ggbombz. I do everything but open my notes to read. It just brings back memories. Yikes.
♥ with love, Evonowono
♥
Last posted@10/25/2009 03:06:00 PM
PRINCESS BECOMES QUEEN
With a Pinch of Salt gave vian this awesome chocolate lava thingy on the house (: And everyone in the cafe sang a birthday song for her. SWEEET :D
Yea, wave always, through thick and thin. (:
HAPPY 20TH VIAN
LOVE, ALL OF US!
The cafe was pretty damn cool.
& the food was alright. HAHA.
MindCafe there after.
HAHA, it was awesome fun i must say.
Played a few new games that helped us know each other more.
& the last two, the same old two great games that never fail to make us relieve all the stress we have, ugly doll and the dinosaur bone thingy. HAHA.
They saw us scream like never before.
(And yep, mindcafe has pretty good chickenwings)
Hey roomie! (:
Hope you enjoyed the second celebration for you.
& you're nt even 20 yet HAHA.
Welll, sorry we couldnt prep your present in time, but hope you enjoyed the time spent tgt (:
Thanks for all the roomie time we spend tgt in the past year and counting.
Wonder what Hall 13 will be without you.
You and your shuffling and talking and laughing and everything about you makes me want to laugh, and although sometimes it's hard to see eye to eye, we always know we'll be there for each other when the time comes.
I will try to promise not to talk to you on Tuesday NIGHTS HAHAHA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROOOMIE :D
(on 27oct)
♥ with love, Evonowono
♥
Last posted@10/25/2009 02:45:00 PM
MEL'S OR DORA'S?
At one point, everyone wondered if it was Dora's birthday or Mel's. HAHA but we managed surprise a screaming mel ytd. WHO'S IN MY HOUSE WHO'S IN MY HOUSE. HAHA SIAOZHABOR tsktsk. My dear, just the people who love you alot (:
Hope you love the sexy lingerie and all the dora cards and AXEOIL LUOHANGUO and mint choc in SMALL PIECES from us (: Comfort food for you alright?
More dora stuffs for you from all of us.
(PLEASE DONT SAY IT'S WEIRD TO MEET UP WITH US. HAHA WE ALL CAME TO SURPRISE YOU LOL)
Promtimes, JC times, those good ol days.
HAHA
Haha. how can i forget the 3 of us (:
Haha, Mel i hope you felt the love.
Like you said, life is just gonna get tougher.
What doesnt kill us makes us stronger.
(YES SAY ONLY! LOL)
Even though we are in our mourning period now.
And all these positive things that we tell each other and all our lovely friends are saying to us are gonna be prettty much useless if we dont get in our thick skull. HAHA.
But hey, we'll get thru this together alright?
Text me anytime.
I promise I'll understand everything you are feeling right now.
xoxo.
That aside,
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY :D
(On 26oct!)
♥ with love, Evonowono
Saturday, October 24, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/24/2009 02:41:00 AM
Unexplainable
Toetally. Exactly. Just that. Unexplainable feeling. As we walked away from each other. My heart sank. That maybe it'll be our last. I will really miss you. But this is the only way. I hope that the reason you didnt flinch is because you want to be firm. Or i'll just take it as that, cos any other reason would kill me. Love came unexpectedly and left the same way.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Friday, October 23, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/23/2009 12:13:00 AM
Battlefield
Don't try to explain your mind I know what's happening here One minute it's love And suddenly it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a war Why is it the smallest things that tear us down? My world's nothing when you don't I'm not here without a shield Can't go back now
Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war You know I never wanna hurt you Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield A battlefield, a battlefield? Why does love always feel like a battlefield A battlefield, a battlefield? Why does love always feel like
Can't swallow our pride Neither of us wanna raise that flag If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose What we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war You know I never wanna hurt you Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield A battlefield, a battlefield? Why does love always feel like a battlefield A battlefield, a battlefield?
I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your armor) Get your armor I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your armor) Get your armor I guess you better go and get your
We could pretend that we are friends tonight (Oh, oh, oh) And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright 'Cause baby, we don't have to fight And I don't want this love to feel like
A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield Why does love always feel like a battlefield A battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor
Jordin Sparks
The contrast is k.i.l.l.i.n.g me.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Thursday, October 22, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/22/2009 05:00:00 AM
At the end of the day. It's reality again. Thanks Orko. Recruitment went pretty okay. Thanks jan and nf. I f-ed up. You may just shut me off.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/21/2009 12:53:00 AM
"Time is a great deadener"
I guess sometimes if we put ourselves in other people's shoes, we'll finally realise how it really feeels and why they choose to react in such a way. As angry as we may get, they arent totally wrong in doing those things. And perhaps we just dont see it yet. Thanks for caring even despite our distance now my friend. I know we've had numerous misunderstandings that now it may seem so hard to be cleared, but i know our friendship is more than that, and we've been through worse times so i believe this time is no different. We've said unkind things about one another and there's no way we can take it back. But there's always forgive and forget. Right?
It's through this ultimate low times you realise how much your friends care. I really wanna say thankyou to everyone for taking my total bullshit ranting and crying and everything, for all the advice although im totally stubborn right now, it still means alot t me. big hugs big hugs. (:
Haha i know, like just move on already right? I guess that's like just simply easier said than done.
"There are no clocks in Misery, just an endless ticking"
HAHA SHIT MAN LIKE TOETALLY EMO. GGBOMBZ. YIKES!
♥ with love, Evonowono
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/20/2009 10:59:00 AM
I finally finished my essay of crappyshitty love. Hope it gets me more than a C or I'm pretty screwdup more than I alr am HAHA I'm gonna indulge in some tomyum nissin cup noodles now. Never felt so empty before. Hurhur.
♥ with love, Evonowono
Sunday, October 18, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/18/2009 06:15:00 PM
Drink Your Sorrows Away
Yesterday was freaking chaotic. Everyone was either wasted or high or crazy or mad or sad or happy. Esp the birthday girl. HAHA Lizard, You squirm when you are drunk. Su, you lie on the flooor like you simply love doing it. And mates, thanks so much for the shoulders, and arms and sending me back HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZARD!
And it's some damn screwed up emotions. WHY DID I HAVE TO FREAKING PUT MY ENTIRE HEART IN IT. HAHA everyone's pretty tired of my ranting, but just let me do it here. Cossssssssssssss writing helps. HAHA.
I WISH THAT WE CAN SEE THE LIGHT SOON
HAHA IM LIKE SOME EMOFREAK NOW. SO FULL OF HATRED AND SADNESS. Freaking screwedup totallly. Who would have though sucha a day would come.
AND I DIDNT BRING BACK THE BOOK IM WRITING MY ESSAY ON. DUE ON TUESDAY ): Andddddddddddddd it's bloody hard to cock up some shit for this 2000 word essay. School suckzsxzz This sem is fuggedup.
After the entire day. I AM STILL LESS THAN HALF DONE :/ and i dont really know what to write. sighh. 50 PER CENT. COME ONE MAN SPROUT SOME WORDS ESSSAY!
♥ with love, Evonowono
Saturday, October 17, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/17/2009 12:17:00 AM
For good times and bad
Happy 21st Birthday Cherissa :D Thanks for everything too you guys, it was partly the smses from you guys that made me feel so touched and the tears just flooooooowed HAHA (:
Love the Rachyface! (:
Happy Belated 19th Verns (: Thanks for always sharing and being so retarded.
You guys rock, but Yoguru sucks. HAHA. Thanks for dinner, and jan, thanks for letting me rant ohsomuch and thanks for being so WHINY AH WORSE THAN ME LA! HAHA.
And school cant suck more. HAHA. Gross results, more ASSAYS and Econs test to come. Screwed up. Good thing there's the hallmates and roomie to come back to. Yay to long weekend :)
I was reading some articles on heartbreak (HAHA YA NOOB) And it's true how this healing process is gonna be one hell of a rollercoaster. Just when you feeeel you are healing, salt comes out of nowhere and rubs into your wound. Haha now i truly understand how it feeels. All I can say is, just keeep laughing, just keep looking ahead. Crying is inevitable. And You will always be there to me, even when youre not. Sigh. HAHA. (just to make it a less emo post haha)
♥ with love, Evonowono
Thursday, October 15, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/15/2009 12:22:00 AM
"You Are Not Alone"
Another day has gone I'm still all alone How could this be You're not here with me You never said goodbye Someone tell me why Did you have to go And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay
But you are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone Why, 'lone
Just the other night I thought I heard you cry Asking me to come And hold you in my arms I can hear your prayers Your burdens I will bear But first I need your hand Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay
For you are not alone For I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin' And girl you know that I'll be there I'll be there
Tribute to MJ and his awesome song (: So it's been a crazy week. Just wanna say thanks to all the lovelies who were there and being really nice. I really appreciate it, i felt the love (: And hey you, I'm glad we had what we had :D Still friends, good friends for sure and I treasure every single moment of the time we shared (: Yea I'll miss us, but we'll still be here so I promise to let it go okay. xoxo
♥ with love, Evonowono
Sunday, October 11, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/11/2009 07:34:00 PM
Edit; Caught (500) days of Summer in the end w Nicey and Yx (: I must say it was pretty damn awesome. Especially like the part where Tom breaks into a dance cos he feels so happy. Everyone should feel like that all the time HAHA. Alright, it's back to sch tmr, monday blues here we go! Good thing i'm seeing the girls tmr night, so maybe smth to look forward too! hehe. TAKE THE LEAP
Haha, I miss quady and holidays :)
And it's Sunday again. By far the worst weekend ever HAHA. And now i cant even make up my mind if i shld go out and watch (500) days of Summer right now, it's so late and i need to wake up early tmr yikessssss ): (but i really NEED to watch it HAHA not need, but i want) Yea Im forever taking so long to make decisions i suckzxz much.
I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall last night. Pretty damn good, v hope giving HAHA. Esp after watching the lastest episode of Greys lol which is still an awesome show. But like how many occasions would a guy break up w their girlf and then another pretty lady will be there to make it all better right. tsktsk.
I need to write an essay on the Analysis of Love. Love is like Cancer Love is Distraction Love is Motivation Love as Immunity LOVE IS UNDEFINABLE. 2000 words of that. Essays are the bane of the world right now. HAHA.
MY HEART IS DYING AND IM KILLING NICEY WITH MY NONSENSE HAHAHA. Im sorrrry hahahaha you will have 4 days away from me dont worry :D
AND lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR TUDI (: Date next fri! Cant wait to seeee you!
Better in time
♥ with love, Evonowono
Saturday, October 10, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/10/2009 06:27:00 PM
Breathe
Just something Nicey showed me from the Singapore Idol duo! (: Really nice, his guitar skills rock like mad and her voice is awesome. I hope she wins SI although i havent really been following it but it's time a girl won and she's pretty and her voice is the bombz (: Enjoy!
And even as the weekend may not be going so ideal, life goes on (: And however things turn out, well let's just say there's a reason for everything that happens, and it'll be for the best. Im trying to stay really optimistic about everything although i'm crashing inside which is making me so shocked at myself, but I guess that just goes to show you mean pretty much everything to me, I hope you know that behind all the angst and insecurity.
MO just send me New Perspective by Panic at the Disco. Haha it's really catchy, and yay mo, thanks for sharing w me ytd, whole new level huh. Next htht is LIVE okay, your bday present is confirm gonna rot soon haha. (: All the best w your aki projs!
Week 10 coming up y'all. This sem is ending haha. And i finally changed my blogskin. HAHA, love the balloons (: Hope you like them too!
♥ with love, Evonowono
Wednesday, October 07, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/07/2009 01:31:00 AM
OKAY FINALLY DONE W ECONS AS OF NOW. very happy about that at least one thing off my back. And i realised that the test isnt next week but two weeks later, ok buys me sometime to go study for it. (: NOW DONE WITH FORENSICS TEST. WOOHOO. AND I JUST COMPLETED MY 310 ESSAY DOUBLE WOOHOO (although it's like crappy im sure THERE GOES MY 50%) HAHA. Now im trying to do the prep for the stupid presentations tmr. HAHA ANGSTY.
HAHA it's been an emomomo week but everyone's been really nice. And it's the most unexpected people that show their care, so thanks peeps. Good thing it's been so busy and the hallpeeepos are so freaking hilarious i just can laugh all day. And i satisfied my ahlianbeehon craving which is so darn awesome with the athenians and roomie! :D Now studying at the games room and the aircon rocks my socks :D So as much as i am overwhelmed with majorly negative feeelings and i can cry anytime, I holding up well :D
And woohoo the week's coming to an end. SO MANY PEOPLE'S BIRTHDAY THIS MONTH YOOO. Anddd that reminds me i havent blogged about cherrie's birthday! (WHICH WAS TOTALLY AWESOME BTW) HAHA. okayy, yay going homeeee sooon! (:
Ok last day of sch tmr WOOHOO. (:
♥ with love, Evonowono
Monday, October 05, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/05/2009 03:54:00 PM
Okay my blogskin is like screwedup, so irritating. Anyway for a long time, i've never been so upset or angry. I dont know if it's meant to be a good thing cos you mean alot to me. Or i just cant control my emomomos which sucks cos i'm not like that. Whatever happened ytd just made me sleepless. So im having an awesome monday trying to keep awake hahaha WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE ECONS LECT IN HALF AN HOUR )))))): SUPER HATE ECONS DAMN IT. (no offence to all those who asked me to take econs over malay hahaha) alright, let's just hope this week will be busy enough to distract me from stupid thoughts. 3 essays, 2 midterms, let's do it man. okay i better go down before alexxxxxxxxx complains that i make them take bus and come down late and then miss the bus and you know we all end up late hahaha ughs shall go buy some bubble tea hahaha rambling, toe tallly. i love my sisssssssy :D
♥ with love, Evonowono
Sunday, October 04, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/04/2009 12:51:00 AM
My Side of the Story - Hodges
A cold wind blows I am shivering My body aches As my heart is breaking Why is life making me hollow? Why is happiness casting me in the shadows? In the shadow
Hold on, don’t turn and walk away Save me And I cried these words But nobody came
I’m all alone Running scared Losing my way in the dark I tried to get up Stand on a prayer But I keep crashing down hard
This is my side of the story Only My side of the story Nobody cares Nobody’s there No one will hear My side of the story
Emptiness is all around me I try to catch my breath Barely surving I can’t go on I Come undone There’s nothing left in me
Hold on Don’t turn and walk away Save me And I cry these words But nobody came
I’m alone Running scared Losing my way in the dark I tried to get up Stand on a prayer But I keep crashing down hard
This is my side of the story Only my burden to bear But nobody cares Nobody’s there Nobody will hear….
As I hold out As I fold in I cry these words But nobody came
I’m all alone Running scared Losing my way in the dark I tried to get up Stand on a prayer But I keep crashing down hard
This is my side of the story Only my side of the story My side of the story Only my burden to bear
But nobody cares Nobody’s there No one will hear My side of the story
Awesome song bud, haha.
I wish How I Met Your Mother Season 5 will like faster finish coming out! (:
Will blog about Cherissa's 21st soon!
Now it's essay, midterms and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeping time.
I guesss feeelings fade right, is it just a matter of time?
♥ with love, Evonowono
Thursday, October 01, 2009 ♥
Last posted@10/01/2009 05:29:00 PM
This is for Fann&Chris (:
Haha as much as so many ppl are dissing me for being so damn crazy over these lovely couple, I still think they are awesomely cute please, how many people can finally find love at 38ish? HAHA, and she's so pretty and he's freaking hot. HAHA. (: Yes gonna start gushing all over again. As Sinyu and the athenians have seen me screaming and all during the live telecast, IM MAD. And proud of it. LOL.
She looked so much better in this gown than the bollywoood one. Just looook at him. LOL
Ahhh sweeet love (:
I think they look so cute in the straw hats, yikes he's so nice to her!
I LOVE THIS SHOT :D
And this, hahahaha simply happy for them :D
Only upset they didnt invite me their super fan AHHAHAHA.
But all's good, their baby will be how cute, cant wait! (:
Waited all my life to see this HAHAHA
Okay that's it, hahaha save you the agony of reading this post.
